I understand how you're feeling. I had to make that awful decision a few months ago for my Bungee. Deep in my heart I know I made the right decision... if I had let her suffer any longer, I would have been doing it for my own selfish need to keep her with me. But I still have those lingering doubts, too.
My hardest time is when I come home from work and look for her to meet me at the gate. It does get a little easier to cope every day. I wish I could take away some of your pain, but only time will do that. |