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Originally Posted by guliverandmaya  Your postings really help me. I was working from home today just to keep myself busy and not to think and cry. I could hear his steps and sometimes he was drinking water. I have so many nick name for him that I used to like saying them out loud, and now I cant say them to anyone. I know I did the right thing so why am I feeling so guilty?  |
There is no reason to feel guilty. You made the decision to put his needs ahead of your own. You did the most loving thing you could do for him and that was to give him peace.
There isn't a day that goes by without me thinking about my lovely Jasmine. I would even talk to her when no one else was around. But gradually, the overwhelming sadness was replaced with more and more memories of the funny things she would do. Now, every time I think of her, it's always with a smile.
The same will happen to you with Guliver's memory.