Oh Elyse, I am SO sorry! I know that there is nothing I, or anyone can say that will make you feel much better right now, but you have to know that you did everything you possibly could & what happened was not your fault. It is good to hear that Roxie is okay; I wish I could give the both of you a big comforting hug right now. Since I can't, take comfort from Roxie & do the same for her to help each other get through this sad time.