as Jill said, i took Macy back to her on Sat. it was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do, but I know it was the right one.
I kinda feel like a weight has been lifted, cause i've been in constant battle with myself over the feeling i was having. Not being able to understand your own feelings is difficult. I always like to be in control of everything and this was one of those thing that I had no control over and just didn't understand it all.
Macy is just a total sweetieg and She will make a wonder baby. I'm sure she'll love the big city. I sent her chair, her bed, toys and several dresses with her, so she will be arriving in the big city in style.
I can't ever say thank you enough to Jill and to all of you for understanding and not judging me.
Maddie will forever be in my heart, and hopefully someday, I've be able to give a little yorkie the same feelings I had for Maddie without it hurting so bad. Man....What I wouldnt give to have her back.
