I hope you find someone to go with you when you go to the airport!!!! I feel so bad for you, but on the other hand, you have giving someone else the joy and happiness of having one of your furbabies for ever!!!!!!! What a wonderful thing!!!! And there was an idea posted earlier about putting YT info in their care packages, what a wonderful way for you to see those babies grow!!! You have all of us to help things be easier for you!!!!