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Originally Posted by Baby Blessing  Dear Papi, Jack and I didn't quite know how to do this so I will just go ahead and post here. Papi in our PM we kinda got the feeling from your PM that you might like to get another little yorkie, is it possable that you are ready to get another?
Jack and I know so well what you are going through, and we are keeping you in our prayers.
Papi we know that you had incurred much in expenses those last months with helping Kassie in every way you could. If you are ready to get another yorkie, Jack and I would like to help maybe along with others here in Yorkie Talk in contributing a donation towards your getting one. We would love to get the ball rolling here in Yorkie Talk in helping to get another little yorkie in your arms. There is none that replaces the one that we must give back to the Lord for our keeping, but I can sure say that in our getting Baby Blessing she helped us tremendously, we still miss our Cassie, but know that she would be happy that we allowed our hearts to bring another into our lives to share our love with.
We didn't know how else to bring this up so decided just to go ahead in asking your feelings here on the forum. Please let us know your feelings on this.
Sincerely Patti and Jack |
My friends, Patti, Jack,
I read your post, as I also did, Dan and Corinne, Connie's earlier today, and didn't know how to respond, my mind has run a gamut of emotions, through out this day, first I broke down, no one in my life ever did anything like this, yes, I have to admit cried some, well more than some, to think that you or the friends would even consider making such an unbelievable, kind offer to me, a total stranger, the truth after all, I've only been a member here since March, how can anyone know another in such a short time, especially on the internet, even when people know you, how many would make such a gesture, from here I went to embarrassment, to feeling ashamed, and what a sad commentary on how I handled my life to bring me to this, when asking myself should I accept, a part of me say's yes, but then think it is not a proper thing to do, not right, I'm very confused to say the least.
Then I think of Kassie, 40 day's today, every shadow or movement, I think it's her, I honestly couldn't make a move without her being under foot, sit there waiting for my next move, and just to bug her, kid with her, I would walk from one room to another, do a sudden about face, go in another direction quickly, and that little bugger wouldn't give out, she made me laugh so much, yes, would even follow me to bathroom, sit and stare at me, I would give her a sudden look , and she would turn her head as if ashamed, she was truly a funny most lovable tiny thing, I miss her, and no she can't be replaced no more than Baby Blessing can replace Cassie, I am very lost and lonely without her, and would appreciate the companionship, the un conditional love she gave me if possible with another Yorkie, I need someone underfoot, jumping in my face, showering me with kisse's, I guess I'm saying, indeed I would love to have another Yorkie, and I'm sure Kassie would want me to have another friend, just as much as I would want for her if I had gone first.
The truth is I'm not sure this is the right way to go, I honestly don't want to take advantage of anyone's kindness, no I can't afford another Yorkie, was looking to adopt but even there vet fee's are more than I can afford right now, I have one of the kindest Vets around who permitted me to pay Kassie's vet bill in installments, another 6 months yet, so in the meantime I have been filling out applications for a re-homer but that is not going well, they are few and far between but that I can afford.
What to do, what to do, decision's, decision's, at this stage of my life they are becoming more difficult, please don't think ill of me but I will have to give this some more thought, and can't thank you enough for your more than kind offer which has truthfully overwhelmed the very fiber of my being, you Pattie, Jack, Dan, Corinne, Connie have given me more already, than I could ever hope for, a renewed hope, and faith in the capacity of the human heart to reach out to other's even while enduring their own trial's, tribulations, if the whole world was filled with the love of the Yorkie friends we have in this community, there would be peace from one end of the earth to the other, no more war's, I believe that.
I will give this more thought but wish you to know, you have my heartfelt graitude for being so kind to me, thank you, thank you very much.
Embarrassingly yet Gratefully
Papi