The last kiss missed

[veguroev]

Last year around he21nd of November I went to Mexico to visit my family. When I left the house, with the rush trying to leave I forgot to kiss my Chikis and my Oscarito. I remembered a few blocks down the street and told hubby to turn around so I could kiss my babies, after all I was going to be gone 2 weeks, he told me that we needed to get to the airport not to worry that they were going to be ok that he was going to give them a kiss for me after dropping me off at the airport. I didn't know that I wasn't going to be able to kiss one of my babies anymore.
Yes, my little Oscarito got sick after me being in Mexico a week, I got back as soon as I found an available flight the next day hubby called me to tell me the bad news. When I got to Houston my baby got worse, he had all kinds of tubes in him. I wanted to see him so bad that asked the nurse if I could see him and hold him, as soon as he saw me he started wagging his tail, that broke my heart, I saatrted crying and telling him that mami was here with him to stay, please don't leave Oscar I told him, I kissed him and kissed him and kissed him, but I was still missing one kiss, the one that I didn't give him when I went to the airport. He just put his little head on my chest and licked me, I held him as long as I could, until the nurse told me that they had to take him so they could perfom surgery on him.
There were no guarantees, that is what the specialist told us, but if he survived it was going to take time to recover. I told the doctor do what you have to do to keep him alive. That afternoon I had a long conversation with God, I told him to take me, but not to take my baby, it was so painful seeing my Oscarito like that, that he needed to help the doctors to keep my baby alive, that I just wan't going to be able to live without him, none of us, my husband, Chiki, Kiki or me. I promise GOd all kind of things that I would do for him if he kept my baby alive.
Around 4 in the afternoon, the phone rang, and it was the doctor, she said that they were in the surgery room and that Oscarito wasn't doing well that she only needed our authorization because he wasn't going to make it , I didn't know what she was talking with hubby , but when he said yes, go ahead, and saw that look on his face, I knew then that I was never going to see my baby again. After that I was in shock, I couldn't believe it, I can't believe yet. My baby is been gone for a whole year now, and I wish he was here.
Oscarito, I know you are at the Rainbow Bridge playing with your new friends and the other pets that mami and daddy have had, just remember sweetie how much mami loves you and misses you, she thinks of you every single day papi. I love you with all my heart Oscarito I always will baby. I still owe you a kiss mi amor.
Today is your one year anniversary baby. We love you Oscarito.

[yorkieK9trainer]

Your story, while sad, was put beautifully. I don't know what I'd do if I wasn't able to give that one last kiss to Isaac the day he was in the hospital. My heart goes out to you.

-Oscarito, please take a moment to take a little romp w/ Isaac for me!

[cindy0721]

Oh gosh.. I am tearing up as I read this.. I truly know how you feel. I lost my Maddy this past Aug and it hurts like hell to this day. I think of her constantly and as you would trade my life in a mila second for hers.. I know god is taking care of your Oscarito.... you need to take care of yourself... Ill say a little prayer for your baby tonight...

[JeanieK]

That is such a sad story. I'm so sorry for your loss. With all that love I'm sure he had a wonderful life. sorry you missed the one kiss, but I'm glad you made it back in time to give him some.

[yorkieluvr2]

I'm so sorry for your loss and I empathize with you as I too missed that one last kiss just last month. There isn't a day goes by that I don't regret it. I lost my little Chi/Terrier mix to anesthesia during spaying and I was in such a hurry I failed to give her that last kiss when I dropped her off at the vet. that day. So I know what you are going through. The only consolation I find is that she was loved dearly while we had her and she knew that I am sure..and I know your little furboy knew you loved him too!

[Bnot]

My heart goes out to you. Just keep in mind, one day, you will be passing through Rainbow Bridge, and will see that smile of his from a good ways away...then he'll come running to you!

He knew he was well loved. You got on a plane, and came right home when he got sick! Wishing you peace today.

[LunasMomma]

I'm so very sorry for your loss It's hard no matter how it happens. You did everything you could for him, and I KNOW that he knew how much you loved him.

Hang in there. I can't say it gets any easier, but the pain does get less gut-wrenching as time goes by. It's been a month since I lost my baby Starr, and I am able to look at pictures of her now without totally breaking down. One day we'll even smile when we think of our dearly departed little ones

[Dragonfly]

Your story broke my heart (both stroies) I'm am so sorry for your loss...

[IluvLucy]

God bless you!

[yorkiepip]

im so sorry for your loss,try to remember the good times you had xx

[Connie]

What a beautiful remembrance to little Oscarito! So beautiful, but so sad. My heart breaks for you. I remember reading about this a year ago. Hugs and lots of love sent to you. I feel so sad for you.