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12-11-2012, 04:08 AM | #1 |
Yorkie Yakker | Tashi got ran over four days ago advice ? My Dad let her out to wee when he got home for work we had ordered food we saw her when we went to get it in the road still warm bleeding in the head and dead her once cheerful eyes glazed over the dog that I loved that helped me with social anxiety and my post traumatic stress syndome anorexia and was outside with me when I was throwing up because of bulimia the dog that sat outside my door while I slept and stayed behind me every step I took... Her life is gone I held her body in the road I was so upset I still am yesterday I cried sitting in the living room because everywhere I looked I remembered what she did she was only 8 months old. She was just getting fully potty trained I was expecting her to live a full life and still be alive near my thirties I wanted to take her with me when I moved out but her life was cut so short she's buried in our back yard every night I go out and cry at her grave I say I'm so sorry Tashi I love you and I tell her goodnight I had a dream about her the night after she died I had a dream mom woke me up and Tashi walked into my room and hopped up on my bed and I petted her an then I remembered she died and I started cryin cause she fall owed my mom out and my mom. Said "is you waggen your tail ?" Then I said MOM she said what then she remembered and she was crying too. She came on my bed and snuggled me It was so real. But even in my dream she was dead I sobbed when I woke up I'm sobbing now I have no friends anymore She was my only real friend and she died We got a new puppy yesterday I like her and don't feel as empty but I feel like I did a bad job she was like my baby it's like findin your first born dead on the road the worst thing is is I know if I would have went outside 10 minutes earlier she would be here to today |
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12-11-2012, 04:23 AM | #2 |
Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: whitby, On, Canada
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| I'm so sorry for you. Your story made me cry. Please know that she is looking over you still and running and playing with others who have passed before her. Don't be too hard on yourself, accidents happen. Just know that in the short time you had her she knew she was loved. |
12-11-2012, 04:34 AM | #3 |
Yorkie Yakker | Thank you but even now I go to the bathroom and leave the door open I expect her to run in and want me to pet her or go out of my room at night ad see her standing in my parents doorway or walk around the house and hear her happy little footsteps I don't cry much over people but I just wish whoever ran her over would have pulled her off the road or apologized about it I attempted suicide last spring after being molested and I had a dog (mutt ) that we saved off the road and she got ran over and I was pretty upset then and I had always wanted a yorkie so we got Tashi and now she's gone and all it was was a routine potty break... |
12-11-2012, 04:43 AM | #4 |
Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: whitby, On, Canada
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| I'm so sorry for your struggles. I know it is very hard to loose such a precious baby. I feel bad for you also that you attempted suicide, however am happy that you didn't succeed. I had a son who committed suicide 3 weeks before his 18th birthday and believe me, the pain I bear in my heart for the rest of my life has to be as bad as the pain he felt before he left. I know they say "time" heals everything, but don't feel bad to grieve. Take as long as you need and then try to focus on the happy times you had with your little one when you are ready. |
12-11-2012, 04:58 AM | #5 |
Yorkie Yakker | I'm sorry to hear about your son but believe it or not when you do something like that at that point you don't care you're numb but I'm really sorry <3 and I hope I will love Yumi just as much as I did Tashi |
12-11-2012, 05:06 AM | #6 |
Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: whitby, On, Canada
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| Yumi looks very sweet. I am sure the little one will steal your heart as well. I know that one can never replace the other but in time, when Yumi begins to bond with you and share love, your pain will lesson. Enjoy your new little on and all the love you will receive from the precious baby. |
12-11-2012, 05:26 AM | #8 |
Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: May 2011 Location: Arkansas
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| I'm so sorry for the loss of your dear Tashi. My baby is a bolter, and for that reason is never outside without being on a harness and leash attached to me. Makes it really I convenient at 3am when it's in the low 20's, but at least that way I'm sure he's safe.
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12-11-2012, 05:36 AM | #10 |
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| very sorry for your loss.
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12-11-2012, 05:55 AM | #12 |
I♥PeekTinkySaph&Finny Donating Member Join Date: May 2009 Location: Baltimore, Maryland
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| I'm so sorry for your loss. RIP Little One. My advice would be to put a fence up between the door and the road, or to keep her on a leash and harness and take her for a quick walk to go potty. Pups/dogs bond with their owners on a walk.
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12-11-2012, 05:56 AM | #13 |
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12-11-2012, 06:02 AM | #15 |
Cedric♥Lola♥Keylo Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Gilford, NH, USA
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| are you going to potty pad train yumi?? please be sure never to let her out without a leash on and you or a parent out with her.....not only the road is a danger to her but also wild animals or other dogs could hurt her. just in case you didnt know that...just want your yumi to be safe from danger.
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