Unbearable Loss leaves broken heart- My Devoted Bennie and My Treasured Tess - Page 4 - YorkieTalk.com Forums

Sugar's Mom · 05-14-2008, 10:12 AM

oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss.

winstonw · 05-14-2008, 04:57 PM

I am so very sorry for the loss of your 2 precious pups. Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this very sad time.

mypreciouspups · 05-14-2008, 05:34 PM

Wendy.. I am just checking in to see how you are doing right now..please take care of yourself.. I know it is so much easier said then done..

Do you live in the country.. I am thinking you need to get a new baby to make you feel that you have something to get up for.. I know we are all different.. some cannot bear the thought.. I personally would need a new baby for a distraction.. some one to cuddle and love and keep me busy from thinking..
I also want you to know I lost a 5 year old that fell off the bed she slept on for three years.. just a freak.. I was guilt ridden also.. then I lost a 5 year old when the vet gave him his needles.. same on he had a reaction to the year before.. at the time.. I did not think it was up to me when his chart was ever so tiny.. he had not been a sick dog.. so I left it to the vet to know what he was doing.. again the guilt I wore.. I learned that now I tell my vet what to do and what not to do..
But getting a new yorkie each time.. was all that saved me and kept me going.. for I wanted to die inside..
If you live in the country and get a new baby to love.. make a sheltered gated area. I know my friend in florida does this.. and she made a roof for it also..
Not sure if I helped you or not.. but have been thinking about you so much...sending prayers and big hugs..anne

tjdmom · 05-14-2008, 05:41 PM

oh my! I'm so sorry! That is so sad!

Grizzley Bear · 05-14-2008, 06:21 PM

I am so sorry for your losses. My heart breaks for you. Please accept my hugs and prayers that I am sending to comfort you at this time. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers in the days ahead. Again.. I am so sorry.
Hugs,
Mary

For My Coby · 05-14-2008, 06:48 PM

My heart just aches for you. I know that you probably struggle to take any comfort from our words right now. But know that your babies are warm and happy waiting until the day they are reunited with you. They would love to kiss your pain away right now.

It is hard to believe that although we know their time with us isn't long, we still completely bare our hearts and souls to them anyway.

I hope that when the time is right, you'll allow another baby into your heart and home.

Hugs and prayers to you tonight.

Txgurl06 · 05-14-2008, 07:07 PM

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Originally Posted by yorkyluver

Last night leaves me feeling like I'm living a nightmare. My best friend and devoted 24 hr. companion Benny (10yrs old) along with his niece little Tess (4yrs)Lost their lives to Predators. We live rural and last evening in less than 5 Minutes my Benny was gone and Tess was found dead. These babies were my children. I stay at home due to MS and my husband is gone 20+ days a month. They saw a rabbit and that was it. My heart feels like it has been torn out. I haven't stopped crying for 24 hrs. I keep thinking I hear them bark or reach to pet them. They are not there. The void is unbearable. I can't stop thinking about them. Please Put my babies in your prayers. I pray the pain will deminish. I truley loved them to my soul.
God Bless you my Fur Babies..You have truely touch my life and loved unconditionially. MOM

im so sorry for your loss! I too lost my baby this year! It was really one of the worst things that someone can feel! i mean you literally feel like your heart has been ripped out and you feel hopeless because you cant change anything. Its going to really hard just find things to do in your spare time to help you not to cry. Or you can do like me and just cry cry and cry till you just stop. i again am sorry this happened!!!! if you need anything let me know

KatiesMommy · 05-14-2008, 07:55 PM

My prayers follow for them and you ~ so very sad

KimberlySRN · 05-17-2008, 02:45 PM

So sorry for your loss

deb22 · 05-17-2008, 05:41 PM

I am so sorry to hear about your babies. Very tragic. They are together at the bridge. Take some comfort in that. Try to take care of yourself. As someone mentioned maybe a new pup could fill the void. But I know your babies could never be replaced. But it might help you to have something new to cuddle with, not to forget your babies. But to love thru your grief.
Again I am so very sorry.

cindymeador · 05-17-2008, 06:19 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss... I cannot imagine lossing any of my babies, I know we all have to deal with this but....

My heart is crying for you.
Cindy

yorkyluver · 05-18-2008, 10:04 AM

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Originally Posted by mypreciouspups

Wendy.. I am just checking in to see how you are doing right now..please take care of yourself.. I know it is so much easier said then done..

Do you live in the country.. I am thinking you need to get a new baby to make you feel that you have something to get up for.. I know we are all different.. some cannot bear the thought.. I personally would need a new baby for a distraction.. some one to cuddle and love and keep me busy from thinking..
I also want you to know I lost a 5 year old that fell off the bed she slept on for three years.. just a freak.. I was guilt ridden also.. then I lost a 5 year old when the vet gave him his needles.. same on he had a reaction to the year before.. at the time.. I did not think it was up to me when his chart was ever so tiny.. he had not been a sick dog.. so I left it to the vet to know what he was doing.. again the guilt I wore.. I learned that now I tell my vet what to do and what not to do..
But getting a new yorkie each time.. was all that saved me and kept me going.. for I wanted to die inside..
If you live in the country and get a new baby to love.. make a sheltered gated area. I know my friend in florida does this.. and she made a roof for it also..
Not sure if I helped you or not.. but have been thinking about you so much...sending prayers and big hugs..anne

Thank you so much for your heartfelt message. This is now 5 day's into this nightmare. I am truly concerned of my mental well being. I can't look outside without thinking about their last moments. Tess was found. I could tell her I loved her and give her a place to rest. Bennie was not found. I obsess about what he may have gone through. Yet, at the same time, I keep looking at every piece of landscape thinking He will some how miraculously be at the door. I do live rural. I am very aware of the wildlife. I am so cautious. My husband just opened the door Monday evening to get something form the car and they saw a rabbit. That quick out of view and a scream. I lost my best friends. I will one day fill my heart with a new baby. I will insure that a safe area will keep the innocent one from ever being another fatality. Thank you for your prayers. This is still very raw. Wendy

slk77 · 05-21-2008, 08:46 AM

Hi Wendy, I am checking in on you to see how you are? I know I feel like my heart is torn apart in million pieces and its been almost 4 weeks.... but you are not alone... I feel everything you do. It helps to write...... but the pain is no less.

Just want to drop a note to tell you I care and May the Lord help both of us thru this difficult time. I read something last night and wanted to share with you

Letter to God:
Heavenly Father,
My heart is breaking . It feels as I lost everything-- my hope, my courage, my joy, my life. The hurt presses on my chest until its difficult to breathe. Surely, the feeble ghostly voice that comes out of my mouth belongs to someone else. My legs seem quite unable to support my body. My friends gather around. They mean well, but their words seem hollow and empty. They can't possibily comprehend my loss. I feel cut off, isolated ruined.
I offer all that is left of me-- and that seems like very little-- to You as a sacrificial gift of praise. My Lord. Take my exhausted body, my numb emotions, my salty tears, and help me release the burden of my grief into Your waiting arms. Amen

Letter from God:
My Precious Child,
I see your tears, I hear your sobs-- those can be heard by human ears and those that cannot. Take my hand, and together we will walk through the hours, weeks and months ahead.
I promise to be there when you need Me the most and also when you need Me the least. That means that I will be there for you "always". I will never leave you. I am aware of every tortured breath, every painful regrets, every angery thought-- and I am here to comfort and uphold you.
Slowly but surely I will restore your hope and return the song to your heart. Though you can't believe it now-- one day you will wake up and find that your salty tears have been transformed to joy unspeakable and full of glory!

Hangin there.... Sandy

Kenna · 05-21-2008, 08:48 AM

Heartbreaking story to hear. I am so sorry for the loss of your babies.....

slk77 · 05-23-2008, 09:56 PM

Just checking in on you again.... how are you? I hope you are hanging in there and able to take care of yourself.... I am struggling at times but I am trying very hard to get back to my usual routine but even that seems hard.

May the Lord watch and comfort over you. He will heal our hearts while we await for our little babies to come back! I don't care others think this is a silly idea.... but isn't that what we call FAITH and BELIEVE!

I pray for you to get stronger and I am here for you....

05-14-2008, 10:12 AM	#46
Sugar's Mom Donating YT 7000 Club Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Kentucky Posts: 7,187	oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss. __________________ www.deeslilyorkshireterriers.com

05-14-2008, 04:57 PM	#47
winstonw Donating YT Addict Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Boonville, IN Posts: 1,581	I am so very sorry for the loss of your 2 precious pups. Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this very sad time. __________________ Winston Packer & Pokey Proud member of the CrAzYcLuB

05-14-2008, 05:34 PM	#48
mypreciouspups Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Florida/Canada Posts: 3,238	Wendy.. I am just checking in to see how you are doing right now..please take care of yourself.. I know it is so much easier said then done.. Do you live in the country.. I am thinking you need to get a new baby to make you feel that you have something to get up for.. I know we are all different.. some cannot bear the thought.. I personally would need a new baby for a distraction.. some one to cuddle and love and keep me busy from thinking.. I also want you to know I lost a 5 year old that fell off the bed she slept on for three years.. just a freak.. I was guilt ridden also.. then I lost a 5 year old when the vet gave him his needles.. same on he had a reaction to the year before.. at the time.. I did not think it was up to me when his chart was ever so tiny.. he had not been a sick dog.. so I left it to the vet to know what he was doing.. again the guilt I wore.. I learned that now I tell my vet what to do and what not to do.. But getting a new yorkie each time.. was all that saved me and kept me going.. for I wanted to die inside.. If you live in the country and get a new baby to love.. make a sheltered gated area. I know my friend in florida does this.. and she made a roof for it also.. Not sure if I helped you or not.. but have been thinking about you so much...sending prayers and big hugs..anne __________________ Kacee, Kandie, Princess Grace, and Maravilhosa anne/pooh's mum my yorkies are my life

05-14-2008, 06:21 PM	#50
Grizzley Bear Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: Sacramento Posts: 441	I am so sorry for your losses. My heart breaks for you. Please accept my hugs and prayers that I am sending to comfort you at this time. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers in the days ahead. Again.. I am so sorry. Hugs, Mary __________________ A + = My Grizzley Bear 10/12/95 to 10/10/2007:

05-14-2008, 06:48 PM	#51
For My Coby Donating YT 3000 Club Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Illinois Posts: 4,101	My heart just aches for you. I know that you probably struggle to take any comfort from our words right now. But know that your babies are warm and happy waiting until the day they are reunited with you. They would love to kiss your pain away right now. It is hard to believe that although we know their time with us isn't long, we still completely bare our hearts and souls to them anyway. I hope that when the time is right, you'll allow another baby into your heart and home. Hugs and prayers to you tonight. __________________ Diane, and my boys ..... Coby and Reggie !! Striving to be a YTPP - a YT Positive Poster! Member: Little Gentlemen's Club A Society of Boys with Uncompromising Good Taste

05-14-2008, 05:41 PM	#49
tjdmom Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: May 2007 Location: upstate ny Posts: 2,557	oh my! I'm so sorry! That is so sad!

05-14-2008, 07:55 PM	#53
KatiesMommy Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: May 2007 Location: Long Island NY Posts: 157	My prayers follow for them and you ~ so very sad __________________ Love from Allears and Katie

05-17-2008, 02:45 PM	#54
KimberlySRN Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: California Posts: 653	So sorry for your loss __________________ Kim Jer

05-17-2008, 05:41 PM	#55
deb22 Donating YT 500 Club Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: us Posts: 1,155	I am so sorry to hear about your babies. Very tragic. They are together at the bridge. Take some comfort in that. Try to take care of yourself. As someone mentioned maybe a new pup could fill the void. But I know your babies could never be replaced. But it might help you to have something new to cuddle with, not to forget your babies. But to love thru your grief. Again I am so very sorry. __________________ Deb and Penny (aka Miss Picky Pants) Member of the Spoiled Rotten Club

05-17-2008, 06:19 PM	#56
cindymeador Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: Indiana Posts: 37	Sorry for your loss... I'm so sorry for your loss... I cannot imagine lossing any of my babies, I know we all have to deal with this but.... My heart is crying for you. Cindy __________________ Cindy

05-21-2008, 08:46 AM	#58
slk77 Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: New York Posts: 34	How are you? Hi Wendy, I am checking in on you to see how you are? I know I feel like my heart is torn apart in million pieces and its been almost 4 weeks.... but you are not alone... I feel everything you do. It helps to write...... but the pain is no less. Just want to drop a note to tell you I care and May the Lord help both of us thru this difficult time. I read something last night and wanted to share with you Letter to God: Heavenly Father, My heart is breaking . It feels as I lost everything-- my hope, my courage, my joy, my life. The hurt presses on my chest until its difficult to breathe. Surely, the feeble ghostly voice that comes out of my mouth belongs to someone else. My legs seem quite unable to support my body. My friends gather around. They mean well, but their words seem hollow and empty. They can't possibily comprehend my loss. I feel cut off, isolated ruined. I offer all that is left of me-- and that seems like very little-- to You as a sacrificial gift of praise. My Lord. Take my exhausted body, my numb emotions, my salty tears, and help me release the burden of my grief into Your waiting arms. Amen Letter from God: My Precious Child, I see your tears, I hear your sobs-- those can be heard by human ears and those that cannot. Take my hand, and together we will walk through the hours, weeks and months ahead. I promise to be there when you need Me the most and also when you need Me the least. That means that I will be there for you "always". I will never leave you. I am aware of every tortured breath, every painful regrets, every angery thought-- and I am here to comfort and uphold you. Slowly but surely I will restore your hope and return the song to your heart. Though you can't believe it now-- one day you will wake up and find that your salty tears have been transformed to joy unspeakable and full of glory! Hangin there.... Sandy

05-21-2008, 08:48 AM	#59
Kenna Yorkie Yakker Join Date: May 2008 Location: New Jersery Posts: 70	Heartbreaking story to hear. I am so sorry for the loss of your babies.....

05-23-2008, 09:56 PM	#60
slk77 Yorkie Yakker Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: New York Posts: 34	Hi Wendy - How are you? Just checking in on you again.... how are you? I hope you are hanging in there and able to take care of yourself.... I am struggling at times but I am trying very hard to get back to my usual routine but even that seems hard. May the Lord watch and comfort over you. He will heal our hearts while we await for our little babies to come back! I don't care others think this is a silly idea.... but isn't that what we call FAITH and BELIEVE! I pray for you to get stronger and I am here for you....