Remember my swet little girl Lexi

[pooh]

She has been gone 2 years still miss and love her each and everyday but i still watch for my rainbows
Mommy,

I is gettin ta rite ya a letter an I hopes ya gets ta reed it. I is sittin wif my butt on God's toes keepen dem warm fer Him. I tink him likes it cuz when I look up, him is awlways smilin at me. It werent so good when I firstest got here tho. I was jus so sad cuz I misses you. Eben wif awl the ob da nicess stuff and da nicess critters I jus cudn't seem ta get happy. Did ya know dat I can wook down and see you? I can, an I was jus stayin sad when I seed awl ob yer teers. Sumtimes, God eben lets us awl visit our mommies, but you can probly tell dat. Lotsa times I still snuggle up nex to you an can eben heer yer hear beatin. Sumtimes I is eben at yer feet and legs like I usta do but I jus can't help it. Sum habits are hard ta break.

I was sad fer a wile till God picked me up in his arms an telled me sum stuff. Him sayed dat one day we wud be tagether again. Ob course dat made me happybut I jus hadta know when. God sayed dat you was still needed down on earf to hep udder crittersan eben peeple too. It seems dat you are needed there until ya gets here and dat I hasta hep God wif lotsa tings, jus like I usta hep you wif. I ain't gots ta hep wif the washin and puttin away clothes yet but wif so many ob us here, we is takin turns. God's robe keeps getting food stains on da bottom. Fer now, God kinda likes me being close to him, but him says dat I wills awlways be close. One day Mommy, we wills be tagether again buts I gots ta tell ya dats you jus mite hafta be holdin and lubbin on lotsa udder critters an nots jus me. Sum ain'e been so lucky as ta hab a good mommy like I has. I kinda towled dem dat you wud lub awl ob dem too. I hopes ya don mind.

Ummm, God says dat I gots ta go hep him now sos I havta go. We is gonna be makin rainbows fer a little wile. I likes makin rainbows cuz we awl gets extra treats when we splashes the perty colors. When ya look outside after a rain, ya know dat I habs been heppin God.

Mommy, tonite when ya think ob me pwese gib me a smile stead ob a tear and wemember ourses happy times. I is ok buts I needs ta kno dat you is too.

Your Little Angel
Love and miss you my sweet little lexi girl

[RoxyJosMom]

So sweet - made me cry. I am so sorry for your loss. Lexi was lucky to have had a mommy that loved her so much. I can just picture her sitting on her rock on the other side of the bridge, looking down and watching you - smile on her face and her little tail just a-wagging. Thank you for sharing.

[ARCHIE]

I am sure that if Lexi could write such a letter it would be exactally
like that. I am so sorry for your loss. It brought tears to my eyes
because if these little ones could talk I am sure they would say the
samething.

[Grizzley Bear]

I am sorry for your loss.My heart goes out to you.That was so beautiful. I just lost my Grizzley Bear in October and your letter really hit home. I have been having a hard time and your last paragraph really put my mind at ease for the 1st time since he has been gone.Your little Lexi would be very proud of you. Thank you for bringing the reality full circle. Hugs to you forever and a lifetime.

Mary

[MorkieAZ]

Teary eyes here, that was so sweet.

[MIZBROWN]

Awww... so sweet. Sorry for your loss...

[saphire]

I am sorry you lost you little angel. Your letter from her was just what I needed tonight as I lost my Cindy 14 years ago today. She was 18 yrs old and the light of my life. I still miss and think of her. As I was reading your words it was as though she was talking to me. I will look at rainbows in a new way now. Thank you so very much. Hugs to you.

Sheilagh.

[MiLeighsMoM]

*hugz* im sobbing so hard!!! I hope your ok...my heart hurts for you... i hope and prey god and yor baby gves you the stength you need to carrie on