Lost my baby Zoe Dec. 17, 2007 - YorkieTalk.com Forums

LadyLuckMs · 12-18-2007, 04:19 PM

My heart is so broken. Zoe was diagnosed with an Immune Mediated Disease. Her platlets and white blood cells dropped terribly. She was put on prednizone and Cyclosprorine and then started to decrease prednizone and she re-lapsed. She was 3 years old and the love of my life.
This disease took her so quickly. My heart will never be the same.

BabyFidgette · 12-18-2007, 04:20 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss. And on my birthday too.

LadyLuckMs · 12-18-2007, 04:22 PM

Thank you so much. My heart is just so empty right now.

BabyFidgette · 12-18-2007, 04:24 PM

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Originally Posted by LadyLuckMs

Thank you so much. My heart is just so empty right now.

I don't even want to imagine when Baby leaves me. She is 2 years 3 months, and I would be lost without her.

mypreciouspups · 12-18-2007, 04:25 PM

Oh my heart goes out to you, I know this feeling oh so well, it has been 4 years end of noverber the vet killed my then 5 year old. I have moved on and found love again, but I will never forget my pooh. I think of him every day.
It is to me the most heartbreaking thing to happen when they are so young.
Prayers and hugs coming your way.

pooh's mum

LadyLuckMs · 12-18-2007, 04:26 PM

My husband and I are so sick over losing her. She was so wonderful to us and we loved her so very much. I just don't know how I will get through this. We had her for only 3 short years.

LadyLuckMs · 12-18-2007, 04:31 PM

Thank you so much, yes you are right. To only have your baby for such a short time is terrible. But, I am so glad that I was the one they had Zoe' to love.

mypreciouspups · 12-18-2007, 04:36 PM

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Originally Posted by LadyLuckMs

My husband and I are so sick over losing her. She was so wonderful to us and we loved her so very much. I just don't know how I will get through this. We had her for only 3 short years.

Well I soon learned that I needed more then one yorkie to love, losing one you love is hard enough, but having another one or two, sure helps to keep one going.
I stayed in bed for days, buried my head in the bankets, and did not want to get up, my heart ached so bad I could not stand it. My heart is breaking right now for you my dear, I know how your feeling, and other then support, time is the best, but at this moment in time, this does not do it.

It was just 4 years for me and although I have 4 darlings, not much time goes that I do not think of my pooh, and that day will never leave me, so you are not alone, but you need to grieve. You need to talk about how you feel, and this is the best place to be. I did not have YT and so needed support back then. pooh's mum

LadyLuckMs · 12-18-2007, 04:44 PM

I can certainly understand how you felt. I just want to wake up and know that this is just a bad dream, not reality. I could'nt sleep last night because my baby slept with us. I can't eat, I tried but I just can't swallow. All I do is cry and my heart is just aching so very much. Then I kept asking myself, what could I have done differently that maybe could have saved her. A million things run through your mind. I just want to hold her so badly....

jamiesaari · 12-18-2007, 04:49 PM

I went through similar emotions in losing my Yorkie, Annie, on Dec. 14. For the first few days I literally couldn't stop crying and wished there was something I could do to stop the pain. My heart goes out to you.

When I could get my crying under control, I took some time (at the advice of other YT Members) to go through www.petfinder.com with the idea of opening my heart to another rescued Yorkie. While I was searching, I felt guilty because no dog will ever take the place of Annie.

To make a long story short, I made a few inquiries and received an email and phone call from a Humane Society in Thief River Falls because they though I had the perfect home for a four-year-old girl. I took the three-hour drive out there and instantly fell in love with her. We brought Tika home on Sunday and she has given me so much joy already. I know Annie would have been happy that I am rescuing another dog and knowing this alleviates my pain a little bit.

I know everyone is different and you may feel hesitant to get a new dog so quickly, but for me it has given me joy and partially filled the hole in my heart left by Annie. I hope you are able to find a way that works for you to alleviate your pain.

Warm Regards,

Jamie

mypreciouspups · 12-18-2007, 04:54 PM

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Originally Posted by jamiesaari

I went through similar emotions in losing my Yorkie, Annie, on Dec. 14. For the first few days I literally couldn't stop crying and wished there was something I could do to stop the pain. My heart goes out to you.

When I could get my crying under control, I took some time (at the advice of other YT Members) to go through www.petfinder.com with the idea of opening my heart to another rescued Yorkie. While I was searching, I felt guilty because no dog will ever take the place of Annie.

To make a long story short, I made a few inquiries and received an email and phone call from a Humane Society in Thief River Falls because they though I had the perfect home for a four-year-old girl. I took the three-hour drive out there and instantly fell in love with her. We brought Tika home on Sunday and she has given me so much joy already. I know Annie would have been happy that I am rescuing another dog and knowing this alleviates my pain a little bit.

I know everyone is different and you may feel hesitant to get a new dog so quickly, but for me it has given me joy and partially filled the hole in my heart left by Annie. I hope you are able to find a way that works for you to alleviate your pain.

Warm Regards,

Jamie

I followed your story also,

and am so glad for you, happy that you were able to get a new baby, and that you could move forward, it does not mean you love a dog any less, I feel it shows how much you loved them and cannot go on without those 4 paws leaving prints on our hearts.

pooh's mum

yorkiesmiles · 12-18-2007, 05:14 PM

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Originally Posted by LadyLuckMs

My heart is so broken. Zoe was diagnosed with an Immune Mediated Disease. Her platlets and white blood cells dropped terribly. She was put on prednizone and Cyclosprorine and then started to decrease prednizone and she re-lapsed. She was 3 years old and the love of my life.
This disease took her so quickly. My heart will never be the same.

My heart just goes out to you. It is so hard to loss a furbaby when they are so much of our world each and every day. Hugs to you hon. I will be praying for you.

Yorkiedaze · 12-18-2007, 05:17 PM

I am so terribly sorry. Warm hugs and prayers coming your way.

peanut · 12-18-2007, 05:21 PM

I am so sorry, I lost one of mine after 4 years to Liver Shunt, its hard and my heart breaks for you...big hugs and rest in peace sweet Zoe

LunasMomma · 12-20-2007, 06:52 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss

12-18-2007, 04:19 PM	#1
LadyLuckMs Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: USA Posts: 14	Lost my baby Zoe Dec. 17, 2007 My heart is so broken. Zoe was diagnosed with an Immune Mediated Disease. Her platlets and white blood cells dropped terribly. She was put on prednizone and Cyclosprorine and then started to decrease prednizone and she re-lapsed. She was 3 years old and the love of my life. This disease took her so quickly. My heart will never be the same.

12-18-2007, 04:20 PM	#2
BabyFidgette Learn Yorkie CPR! Donating Member Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: New Joisey Posts: 5,982	I'm so sorry for your loss. And on my birthday too. __________________ Nicole ~ Teacher , EMT Yorkie CPR , & Baby's Mommy "Be my Pawfect Pal on Dogster, view my Videos, Photos, Age, Website, and Mommy's MySpace!"

12-18-2007, 04:25 PM	#5
mypreciouspups Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Florida/Canada Posts: 3,238	Oh my heart goes out to you, I know this feeling oh so well, it has been 4 years end of noverber the vet killed my then 5 year old. I have moved on and found love again, but I will never forget my pooh. I think of him every day. It is to me the most heartbreaking thing to happen when they are so young. Prayers and hugs coming your way. pooh's mum __________________ Kacee, Kandie, Princess Grace, and Maravilhosa anne/pooh's mum my yorkies are my life

12-18-2007, 05:21 PM	#14
peanut Dogs Rule Cats Drool! Donating Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Tennessee Posts: 6,033	I am so sorry, I lost one of mine after 4 years to Liver Shunt, its hard and my heart breaks for you...big hugs and rest in peace sweet Zoe __________________ KIM http://dogster.com/?307164 http://dogster.com/?375879The Monkeys http://www.photoshow.com/watch/PH5fy9Ff

12-20-2007, 06:52 AM	#15
LunasMomma Izzy's Momma Too! Donating Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Stuart, Florida Posts: 4,624	I'm so sorry for your loss __________________ Card Carrying Member of the Crazy AND Pink Clubs

12-18-2007, 04:22 PM	#3
LadyLuckMs Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: USA Posts: 14	Thank you so much. My heart is just so empty right now.

12-18-2007, 04:26 PM	#6
LadyLuckMs Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: USA Posts: 14	My husband and I are so sick over losing her. She was so wonderful to us and we loved her so very much. I just don't know how I will get through this. We had her for only 3 short years.

12-18-2007, 04:31 PM	#7
LadyLuckMs Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: USA Posts: 14	Thank you so much, yes you are right. To only have your baby for such a short time is terrible. But, I am so glad that I was the one they had Zoe' to love.

12-18-2007, 04:44 PM	#9
LadyLuckMs Yorkie Talker Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: USA Posts: 14	I can certainly understand how you felt. I just want to wake up and know that this is just a bad dream, not reality. I could'nt sleep last night because my baby slept with us. I can't eat, I tried but I just can't swallow. All I do is cry and my heart is just aching so very much. Then I kept asking myself, what could I have done differently that maybe could have saved her. A million things run through your mind. I just want to hold her so badly....

12-18-2007, 04:49 PM	#10
jamiesaari Donating Senior Yorkie Talker Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: Canada Posts: 241	I went through similar emotions in losing my Yorkie, Annie, on Dec. 14. For the first few days I literally couldn't stop crying and wished there was something I could do to stop the pain. My heart goes out to you. When I could get my crying under control, I took some time (at the advice of other YT Members) to go through www.petfinder.com with the idea of opening my heart to another rescued Yorkie. While I was searching, I felt guilty because no dog will ever take the place of Annie. To make a long story short, I made a few inquiries and received an email and phone call from a Humane Society in Thief River Falls because they though I had the perfect home for a four-year-old girl. I took the three-hour drive out there and instantly fell in love with her. We brought Tika home on Sunday and she has given me so much joy already. I know Annie would have been happy that I am rescuing another dog and knowing this alleviates my pain a little bit. I know everyone is different and you may feel hesitant to get a new dog so quickly, but for me it has given me joy and partially filled the hole in my heart left by Annie. I hope you are able to find a way that works for you to alleviate your pain. Warm Regards, Jamie

12-18-2007, 05:17 PM	#13
Yorkiedaze My hairy-legged girls Donating Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: lompoc, ca. Posts: 6,031	I am so terribly sorry. Warm hugs and prayers coming your way.