My heart hurts....

[SIZE=3]I finally was able to go pick up Harry's papers and immunization records from his previous owner. I found the environment very much the same, and I was soooo happy that Harry was no longer there. The thing about it was that on every piece of paper that had the breeders name on it, the last name was scratched out....except, she forgot the rabies certificate signed by the vet....so, I got home and did a google search on the name. I found her, and [B]ALL [/B]of her current listings...Boston Terrior, Pomeranian, Shih-tzu, Yorkie, Schorkie....the list is long. I got such a [B]PIT [/B]in my stomach. The internet where she lists the dogs says "they are all home spoiled" Hand raised, etc. I emailed her and asked if was OK with her if I called her to ask a few questions......I dont see how all these different breeds can be hand raised and pre spoiled....by gut is telling me its a mill, and maybe I dont want to know any more information, but then on the other hand, better to know ahead of time so I can be more aware of any problems that can arise...
My biggest saddness is for Harry. What has this poor little boy been through? He is adjusting so well here.....he knows he is well loved, but my heart is breaking for him and all of the others that are bred in mills, and the adults....I cant stand to think about it.....
I'm going to "buck"up and give this lady a call. Harry is MY JOY. I dont want him to be sick, get sick, have problems. He has been through too much already......Please Dear Lord, keep Harry safe.....and well....and happy. Help me to do my best for him, he deserves that.........[/SIZE]